I thought I had lost my work key last night.  Its after 11pm and I suddenly decide to check for the morning.  I check the essentials.  Make up, ciggies. money, house keys, work keys.  Yes, in that order. Blah, blah.  The kids were playing with work key and it was the last place I looked.  Now if my kitchen worktop had been free of clean washing I would have found it quicker.  I can rise above it lol.  I just think when people know how much something irks someone they would half attempt not to do it.

 

In my world apathy abounds I guess.  Kids are exhausting, no matter how many there are.  I get up first and go to bed last.  I get tired.  It could be cos of those silly cerebal infarctions or because age is catching up with me.  Whatever I did say last week that I was having a problem coping.   Kids, noise, mess.  Being a constant ref to them all.   That I wasnt getting enough sleep.  How long did the help last 5 days.  5 days of I will get up with them and back to normal.  From the minute they get up they are screaming, fighting and generally being a total pain.  I think we need to return to family therapy and quick.

 

There is a positive.  2 of my kids are clean nuts so if anything is messed up they are cleaning it before my blood pressure increases.  My home is currently a mass of conflicting personalities and by the time anyone else gets up out there beds and notices; peace should be on a brief visit.  We're still doing the wacky text thing at work.  I got a bit fed-up & skipped Saturday but its interesting.  We work together, talk about our families but we as people, tend to get left behind.  Some are putting hopes and dreams and thats just the over 70's.  I'm impressed lol.  Some are too sexually based and some are just stupid.  I'm being random.  Yesterday they were told my charm bracelet charms match my age exactly.  So I do have a lot of charms and at least one toned forearm.  Better rush..

 

living in light

jacqui